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December 27th, 2013

I dreampt I saw two girls that are eating ice cream for dessert with peanut butter when they hear yelling they say it’s in Bulgarian. They look to a window where a truck is parked among farm fields and a line of men is being unloaded. The men have green drab uniforms and backpacks with bedrolls on top. And they are here to be killed maybe shot. One man in line begins to cry he looks back at the leader who I know is the cruelest. The leader says if the man can reach the next field they will let him live the man says thank you. The man thinks all he has to do is run fast and he will reach the other side. He reaches for the fence to climb over he feels the sting of the electricity and knows then that he will die anyway. He knows he will stay trapped on that fence until the electricity kills him or that the leader will shoot him if he is able to get free. Then I just sort of snap awake. 

war and horses

June 29, 2014

Strange dreams again. countries at war, a battle in a rolling field, people with dark tan and navy uniforms with older style guns. I was watching from a low patio, it wasn't safe. A friend was shot, maybe killed. in the dream she was my sister. i woke up suddenly and feel a bit wrecked.

earlier in the night I dreampt of horses running loose around the house. a small foal who could leap from his stable and a huge dapple grey wearing traces for a cart or wagon but who was too proud and ran throwing his head and kicking his feet

i didnt have anything for dinner and i dont know what any of it means