December 27th, 2013
I dreampt I saw two girls that are eating ice cream for dessert with peanut butter when they hear yelling they say it’s in Bulgarian. They look to a window where a truck is parked among farm fields and a line of men is being unloaded. The men have green drab uniforms and backpacks with bedrolls on top. And they are here to be killed maybe shot. One man in line begins to cry he looks back at the leader who I know is the cruelest. The leader says if the man can reach the next field they will let him live the man says thank you. The man thinks all he has to do is run fast and he will reach the other side. He reaches for the fence to climb over he feels the sting of the electricity and knows then that he will die anyway. He knows he will stay trapped on that fence until the electricity kills him or that the leader will shoot him if he is able to get free. Then I just sort of snap awake.
Showing posts with label death. Show all posts
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Friday, December 27, 2019
Monday, February 4, 2019
Balance
I dreampt I was blowing my nose because I felt congested but with each blow another nose piercing would come out of my nostril.
I dreampt I had to go to a funeral that was also at my job and I had to work at my job right up until the time of the funeral. All the other staff had to set up the services so I was alone on a very busy desk and miserable because I was so busy and miserable because I had just lost someone.
I was taking a shower in the closet in the guest room, all the contents had been removed so they wouldnt get wet but nothing was protecting the walls or wood floor.
I dreampt I was riding on the back of my father's motorcycle that was also amphibious and when we rode into a marsh I saw that the bike was being pulled but a very large rabbit. We had to stop at a station at one point and get a new swimming rabbit. As we biked we debated the height of some local hills.
I dreampt a tornado came straight down out of the sky and it hit the ground and the ground exploded and it was super fast but the explosion was in slow motion so you could see the concussion wave obliterate everything.
I dreampt I was driving on a narrow dirt road that was along a river and the road became even more narrow but I just kept driving. The road was washed away and my car fell in the river. Some water got in my car but the engine didn't die. I was able to bob along until I found a low bank and I drove my car back up on the road like nothing had happened.
I dreampt I had to go to a funeral that was also at my job and I had to work at my job right up until the time of the funeral. All the other staff had to set up the services so I was alone on a very busy desk and miserable because I was so busy and miserable because I had just lost someone.
I was taking a shower in the closet in the guest room, all the contents had been removed so they wouldnt get wet but nothing was protecting the walls or wood floor.
I dreampt I was riding on the back of my father's motorcycle that was also amphibious and when we rode into a marsh I saw that the bike was being pulled but a very large rabbit. We had to stop at a station at one point and get a new swimming rabbit. As we biked we debated the height of some local hills.
I dreampt a tornado came straight down out of the sky and it hit the ground and the ground exploded and it was super fast but the explosion was in slow motion so you could see the concussion wave obliterate everything.
I dreampt I was driving on a narrow dirt road that was along a river and the road became even more narrow but I just kept driving. The road was washed away and my car fell in the river. Some water got in my car but the engine didn't die. I was able to bob along until I found a low bank and I drove my car back up on the road like nothing had happened.
Wednesday, March 7, 2018
Long Walk
March 7, 2018
I dreampt I was in the tv show The Handmaid's Tale. I knew my group of men and women had been captured. We were too be executed. We didn't have to wear handcuffs. Where do you hide dressed like that? Red robe, big bonnet? I was in a school walking down long tiled hallways. I wanted to do one last act of violence against the state before I was killed. I saw candled along the walls for school children. They were tiny votive candles. I thought I could start a fire. I tried to smash the candle holders but they were unbreakable. Defeated I relit all the burnt out candles in the hallway and kept walking. I didn't have a guard, I don't know how long it took. I stopped to look into classrooms and no one noticed. As I walked by windows I saw an image of a woman dressed like me but it was not my reflection. As I entered the window, the imaged appeared at the opposite end, we closed paths at the middle where we again exited at opposite ends. I never did see the other woman's face. At the exit to the building I began to head down some steps when I saw a pile of discarded clothing, maybe lost and found for the students. I thought about using a candle to set it on fire. I visualized many scenarios but chose none of them. As I got to the door two things happened. The my executioner appeared and I found a family festival outside in a common area. Despite is uniform and strange weapon meant to kill me, no one reacted to either of us being in the crowd. As we walked the man showed me his weapon. It was not a gun and meant for defense. It was supposed to kill me by decapitation or by slitting my throat. He had half of the weapon with him and half was in the building we were headed too. Once inside the building he offered me a piece of cinnamon pastry he has made. The man talked a bit about how the layers were uneven and what he would differently next time. As we talked I heard noise from outside. I knew my friends were being executed as part of the family celebration. I begged him to stopped it. He went to the window and I grabbed ahold of his jacket which oddly enough felt like satin. When it got quiet the man turned around and I knew it was my turn.
I dreampt I was in the tv show The Handmaid's Tale. I knew my group of men and women had been captured. We were too be executed. We didn't have to wear handcuffs. Where do you hide dressed like that? Red robe, big bonnet? I was in a school walking down long tiled hallways. I wanted to do one last act of violence against the state before I was killed. I saw candled along the walls for school children. They were tiny votive candles. I thought I could start a fire. I tried to smash the candle holders but they were unbreakable. Defeated I relit all the burnt out candles in the hallway and kept walking. I didn't have a guard, I don't know how long it took. I stopped to look into classrooms and no one noticed. As I walked by windows I saw an image of a woman dressed like me but it was not my reflection. As I entered the window, the imaged appeared at the opposite end, we closed paths at the middle where we again exited at opposite ends. I never did see the other woman's face. At the exit to the building I began to head down some steps when I saw a pile of discarded clothing, maybe lost and found for the students. I thought about using a candle to set it on fire. I visualized many scenarios but chose none of them. As I got to the door two things happened. The my executioner appeared and I found a family festival outside in a common area. Despite is uniform and strange weapon meant to kill me, no one reacted to either of us being in the crowd. As we walked the man showed me his weapon. It was not a gun and meant for defense. It was supposed to kill me by decapitation or by slitting my throat. He had half of the weapon with him and half was in the building we were headed too. Once inside the building he offered me a piece of cinnamon pastry he has made. The man talked a bit about how the layers were uneven and what he would differently next time. As we talked I heard noise from outside. I knew my friends were being executed as part of the family celebration. I begged him to stopped it. He went to the window and I grabbed ahold of his jacket which oddly enough felt like satin. When it got quiet the man turned around and I knew it was my turn.
Wednesday, September 7, 2016
from the beyond
June 3, 2016
I dreamt I made an amazing journey to a remote cabin. Inside was a telephone that only worked if you called someone from the past who was now dead. You couldn't tell that person anything from the future where you were without them. When I made my call the person I reached had been alive at the start of my trip. Only when I reached them by phone did I know they had died.
I dreamt I made an amazing journey to a remote cabin. Inside was a telephone that only worked if you called someone from the past who was now dead. You couldn't tell that person anything from the future where you were without them. When I made my call the person I reached had been alive at the start of my trip. Only when I reached them by phone did I know they had died.
Friday, September 2, 2016
well thats just mean
January 29, 2015
I dreampt I was part of a gymnastics squad. I was in the base of the pyramid but I was also a spotter. The guy on top fell and died immediately. I realized when he fell that had a developmental delay and the team put him on top on purpose so that he would get hurt.
I also dreampt I ate lunch at a restaurant where all the bread was moldy.
I dreampt I was part of a gymnastics squad. I was in the base of the pyramid but I was also a spotter. The guy on top fell and died immediately. I realized when he fell that had a developmental delay and the team put him on top on purpose so that he would get hurt.
I also dreampt I ate lunch at a restaurant where all the bread was moldy.
Tuesday, August 30, 2016
thank you Veronica Roth
March 23, 2015
Last night I dreampt I killed a dog with my barehands. So either I was thinking about Divergent or I just need to stay up tonight so I don't see that again.
Last night I dreampt I killed a dog with my barehands. So either I was thinking about Divergent or I just need to stay up tonight so I don't see that again.
Sunday, August 28, 2016
think i'll try staying awake
September 21, 2012
I have the most vivid dreams sometimes. Last I dreampt ala the Hunger Games that all these teens were trapped in a shopping mall that was rigged to kill them one by one. At one point two girls and a guy were in this room standing on a round platform with waist high sides, these razor ribbon things started coming out of the walls and they had sockets on other walls to plug into and charge so they became like lasers. the boy and girl who were a couple died first and i don't know what happened to the second girl because my neighbor's dog woke me up. This is why I'm not always rested after a long nights sleep.
I have the most vivid dreams sometimes. Last I dreampt ala the Hunger Games that all these teens were trapped in a shopping mall that was rigged to kill them one by one. At one point two girls and a guy were in this room standing on a round platform with waist high sides, these razor ribbon things started coming out of the walls and they had sockets on other walls to plug into and charge so they became like lasers. the boy and girl who were a couple died first and i don't know what happened to the second girl because my neighbor's dog woke me up. This is why I'm not always rested after a long nights sleep.
war and horses
June 29, 2014
Strange dreams again. countries at war, a battle in a rolling field, people with dark tan and navy uniforms with older style guns. I was watching from a low patio, it wasn't safe. A friend was shot, maybe killed. in the dream she was my sister. i woke up suddenly and feel a bit wrecked.
earlier in the night I dreampt of horses running loose around the house. a small foal who could leap from his stable and a huge dapple grey wearing traces for a cart or wagon but who was too proud and ran throwing his head and kicking his feet
i didnt have anything for dinner and i dont know what any of it means
Strange dreams again. countries at war, a battle in a rolling field, people with dark tan and navy uniforms with older style guns. I was watching from a low patio, it wasn't safe. A friend was shot, maybe killed. in the dream she was my sister. i woke up suddenly and feel a bit wrecked.
earlier in the night I dreampt of horses running loose around the house. a small foal who could leap from his stable and a huge dapple grey wearing traces for a cart or wagon but who was too proud and ran throwing his head and kicking his feet
i didnt have anything for dinner and i dont know what any of it means
that's sir Ian McKellen to you
August 25th, 2014
I had this totally bizarre dream i was at a special banquet with foods that when you ate them, told you when you would die somehow. Ian McKellen and Patrick Stewart were there. Also, I dreampt about a red panda and meeting the guy who made the Predator 4 video game. no idea what any of that means.
I had this totally bizarre dream i was at a special banquet with foods that when you ate them, told you when you would die somehow. Ian McKellen and Patrick Stewart were there. Also, I dreampt about a red panda and meeting the guy who made the Predator 4 video game. no idea what any of that means.
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